)_:It's Been A While:_(
It seems like it has been a long time since I have updated. I am not counting my last drunk entry because I don't even know if I knew what was going on at the time so let me start from that day. So Tuesday Farah, Timmy, and I decide to go to lexington to visit natalie and Kandice. Then I was all like "well, if we are going to lexington, let's see JP", Farah already planned this though because she really wanted to meet JP. So we went and picked up JPizzle and then made our way over to the mall where I saw Farah become a shopaholic (good job, you make me proud). It was really fun but I don't think I bought anything which was odd because, well, I always buy shit. Ever since I lost $140 I just have'nt felt like buying anything, it's like I am sick or something, I better get better because I am going to my dads and I plan on getting him in debt (Dad+Kiaya and I Visiting=Credit Card Debt.....j/k). Well anyway, while at the mall we ran into Kandice and one of farahs other friends who I think liked me? We walked around for a while and then decided we were hungry, by that I mean I did because I had'nt eaten in 2 days.....whoops. I ate a pretty big meal and the dinner rolls were delicious. After that Farah made everyone go to her GSA meeting which was actually kind of fun because I felt really supportive ~smiles~. Their were also a lot of cool people there like this one girl that was a lesbian and kinda looked like a boy but you could tell that she was really pretty, she was also kinda funny!!! After the meeting we went to Nats house. Farah and Natalie resolved their issues and me and Tim took JP home (actually the current did). On the way to JP's we were really RED which is always fun. Tim also met JP's mom who I love, and his parrot nectarine (something like that). I also ran into the Phat lard tina (JP's sis) who was walking around in pajama's and trying to avoid us. It was really funny because while we were there she showed their mom this thing JP wrote in her Year book, it went something like "Tina you are a pimp XXX Poppy Dick". Actually it went nothing like that but whatever. Tim and I left JP and went back to Nat's where we, well, got wasted, and Kandice and I went skinny dipping while farah ran around without a top on, it was the hottest thing eva!!! Ohhh, Tim, I am so sorry you saw my wang, actually I'm not, LOL!!! WE had a lot of fun though and Natalie and TIm made me pizza which was really good, and if I sent anyone random comments or called them while I was drunk, I apologize.
You know what, I am really confused about some people right now. I know that some people are made at me and they won't tell me. I feel really bad and all it does is make things very awkward so if this sounds like it's directed to you just talk to me about it and I will feel a lot better and I promise the awkwardness will go away, but please don't keep it bottled up. On the other hand, I have a problem with some of my friends that it seems only want to hang out with me when it is convenient for them, and this just does'nt seem like a true friend quality to me and it saddens me more than you would ever believe and I really don't think I have any advice to give them because, well, it's not my problem, and as I said you know if this applies to you. I also am sad about some of my friends that think I don't want to hang out with, this really just kind of crumbles me into a million pieces and all you have to do is talk to me about it, it would make me feel better. It's kinda like the time emily thought I hated her, and I did'nt, then she replaced me with hannah, I don't want this to happen, so fix it. I know that everyone that one of these applies to knows who they are to. If you don't, then your stupid!!!
You know what, I am really confused about some people right now. I know that some people are made at me and they won't tell me. I feel really bad and all it does is make things very awkward so if this sounds like it's directed to you just talk to me about it and I will feel a lot better and I promise the awkwardness will go away, but please don't keep it bottled up. On the other hand, I have a problem with some of my friends that it seems only want to hang out with me when it is convenient for them, and this just does'nt seem like a true friend quality to me and it saddens me more than you would ever believe and I really don't think I have any advice to give them because, well, it's not my problem, and as I said you know if this applies to you. I also am sad about some of my friends that think I don't want to hang out with, this really just kind of crumbles me into a million pieces and all you have to do is talk to me about it, it would make me feel better. It's kinda like the time emily thought I hated her, and I did'nt, then she replaced me with hannah, I don't want this to happen, so fix it. I know that everyone that one of these applies to knows who they are to. If you don't, then your stupid!!!