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Im sitting here in our computer lab at school waiting for people to finish their stuff so we can go get thai food. i cant believe ive been gone for three months already. its been fun, i guess. i think im starting to get homesick now because i want to go home and be with people that i know.....although at the sametime i feel like everyone has forgotten about me. i dunno. its going to be weird to go back. im scared. its like you leave and you expect everything to stay the same until you get back, but it doesnt. its a hard realization when you figure out that life goes on perfectly fine without you. everyone has their own thing and it really doesnt matter if im there or not. sometimes i wonder what i am doing here and just exactly what my purpose is here.