finally....
ok, so just a side note before i start updating FINALLY...i have actually tried to update this like 1,348 times since my last entry (ok, so maybe really like 2 or 3) but everytime it either somehow got erased, the computer froze, or it just didn't work and i got frusterated and didn't update (obviously)....but hopefully this time it will work......finally....
So I was a little miss fancy pants today. After work I went to the store, picked up some stuff, came back home, took a shower, put on my new shirt, walked the dog, put on some music, poured myself a glass of champaigne (ooh lala), and proceded to make myself a delicious dinner of grilled chicken, asparagus (which i didn't really know how to cook, so i half made up my own way...which turned out to be much better than the way my mom usually makes it), and caesar salad (plus another glass of red wine, which i'm finishing up right now). I ate outside. And felt very european......until my dog and cat started begging for food. Too bad I didn't have anyone to share my delicious meal with...like a boy....a boy maybe named Peter....but, i was all by myself (because the rest of my family is in Montana right now). It was still all good though.
I've been in a weird mood lately, and I was in an even weirder one today. I haven't wanted to call anyone to hang out with (with the exception of Peter)...if someone calles me (and actually talkes to me) then i'm all for whatever they want to do, I just haven't felt the energy to call anyone....even the 4 people I should have called (back) by now. I know why I was in a weird mood today, it was because I found out that Charlie went camping with a ton of people for a few days. I don't know why it bothered me, I honestly don't think I still have feelings for him, I mean, I don't think i'm in denial about him......it just really bothers me that he won't call me but still says he wants to see me and that he will hang out with a ton of people he use to tell me he couldn't stand (in highschool) but he won't even give me a call after he PROMISED he would call me. Why the fuck do I care though? I mean, I knew he wasn't going to call, he never called me when he said he would, and now that we're not together....what motivation is there for him to call me? Fuck, I don't know why I still let myself get upset about him. Sometimes I feel like my life would be so much better if he was completely out of it.......i don't know. I'm just pissed at myself for being upset over him and for once again putting myself in a position with him where I can get upset....i really should know better. I really should
so, what else is knew with me......well, I finally got a job....but its the same one as last year. Cashier at the farmers market place on 99. Its really not a bad job, I just don't like standing there for 6-7 hours pretending to be happy when I am so not. It is nice to be sort of outside though when the weather is this nice though. I definately would not want to be stuck inside where I can't even partly enjoy it.....although, it also would have been nice to have another job besides this one and make a little more moola.
oh! Lindsey and I also decided what we are going to do for our fall break while we are in austria. First we are going to take the train to Barcalona (i think I should learn how to spell it correctly before I actually go there though...i'm not sure if that is right) and hopefully I'll be able to see Stef while in spain, i'm not sure yet. Anyway, after spain we are going to try to fly over to Greece (athens) and stay with my mom's friend who lives there. I really hope it all works out. I'm so excited about the semester there! yay!
ok, kids. I gotta go clean up my mess now. catch ya all later!!
So I was a little miss fancy pants today. After work I went to the store, picked up some stuff, came back home, took a shower, put on my new shirt, walked the dog, put on some music, poured myself a glass of champaigne (ooh lala), and proceded to make myself a delicious dinner of grilled chicken, asparagus (which i didn't really know how to cook, so i half made up my own way...which turned out to be much better than the way my mom usually makes it), and caesar salad (plus another glass of red wine, which i'm finishing up right now). I ate outside. And felt very european......until my dog and cat started begging for food. Too bad I didn't have anyone to share my delicious meal with...like a boy....a boy maybe named Peter....but, i was all by myself (because the rest of my family is in Montana right now). It was still all good though.
I've been in a weird mood lately, and I was in an even weirder one today. I haven't wanted to call anyone to hang out with (with the exception of Peter)...if someone calles me (and actually talkes to me) then i'm all for whatever they want to do, I just haven't felt the energy to call anyone....even the 4 people I should have called (back) by now. I know why I was in a weird mood today, it was because I found out that Charlie went camping with a ton of people for a few days. I don't know why it bothered me, I honestly don't think I still have feelings for him, I mean, I don't think i'm in denial about him......it just really bothers me that he won't call me but still says he wants to see me and that he will hang out with a ton of people he use to tell me he couldn't stand (in highschool) but he won't even give me a call after he PROMISED he would call me. Why the fuck do I care though? I mean, I knew he wasn't going to call, he never called me when he said he would, and now that we're not together....what motivation is there for him to call me? Fuck, I don't know why I still let myself get upset about him. Sometimes I feel like my life would be so much better if he was completely out of it.......i don't know. I'm just pissed at myself for being upset over him and for once again putting myself in a position with him where I can get upset....i really should know better. I really should
so, what else is knew with me......well, I finally got a job....but its the same one as last year. Cashier at the farmers market place on 99. Its really not a bad job, I just don't like standing there for 6-7 hours pretending to be happy when I am so not. It is nice to be sort of outside though when the weather is this nice though. I definately would not want to be stuck inside where I can't even partly enjoy it.....although, it also would have been nice to have another job besides this one and make a little more moola.
oh! Lindsey and I also decided what we are going to do for our fall break while we are in austria. First we are going to take the train to Barcalona (i think I should learn how to spell it correctly before I actually go there though...i'm not sure if that is right) and hopefully I'll be able to see Stef while in spain, i'm not sure yet. Anyway, after spain we are going to try to fly over to Greece (athens) and stay with my mom's friend who lives there. I really hope it all works out. I'm so excited about the semester there! yay!
ok, kids. I gotta go clean up my mess now. catch ya all later!!