Ouch
So I was tipped over and got it from behind tonight by my Psychology test. Not cool. At least I'm halfway through my finals, today kind of flew by. Tomorrow is my birthday, and I'm not even excited for it. I haven't really gotten into the whole birthday thing the past few years, I don't really know why. They just don't really excite me anymore. I think it's because I never really do anything for it, and it's just gotten to be a reminder that things are never going to be the way they used to be. I can't really decide how I feel about going home for the summer either. I'm kind of excited to be able to see my girls on a more regular basis, but at the same time I'm not looking forward to all the driving around and shit. I won't be able to just walk down the hall to see whats going on, instead I have to get in the car and go somewhere to do something. I'm hoping that lifeguarding won't be too bad. But after my screening yesterday where I saw a bunch of people from high school that will be working as well, I remember how much a lot of the people I know at home are just not cool. After making so many kickass friends up here, it makes me wonder how I dealt with all the people that treated me like shit in high school. Ya, I know there were a lot of people that were awesome to me, but now the same kind of people that in high school just brushed me off are the kind of people that are my best friends up here. I hope I don't treat people the way I was treated in high school, and I'd like to think that I don't. It will be weird seeing those people from high school around this summer. I never saw anyone last year because of work, but this year I'm sure I'll run into them at a party or two. I've changed so much since high school...
sorry, I walked away from that about 3 hours ago, and I forgot where I was going with it.
sorry, I walked away from that about 3 hours ago, and I forgot where I was going with it.