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Last week Lisa told me i couldnt pay rent in food stamps anymore and wanted me to sign a lease. I was kinda confused as to what brought this on but she said that the didnt pay their taxes last year and they are due in February. I thought about what i was going to do and talked to a few people about my situation and Celeste said i was always welcome at her place. So i decided i was going to move there and told Lisa about it. I tried to give her my food stamps for that month but she gave them back and said i might need them. She said i could keep my stuff there untill i could get it all out but a few days later she sent me a message on myspace telling me to get my stuff out or to give her my food stamps. To say the least i was confused. So today I am going to try to get all my stuff out so i dont have to deal with and drama. The change is going to be a good one. I am really going to miss Eric but i know we will see each other and i will have a better chance of finding a job in Jackson. Celeste is leaving in 6 months though to go wherever Tyler is going. I'm sad about that, I am really going to miss her. I need to spend as much time as possible with her before that time comes. I cant wait to get a job... anywhere really. Adrian is the worst place to look for a job, there are none. I got all my stuff packed in two days but the urgency for me to get out is really stressful. I welcome the change but i wish i could take some time to breathe first. Mom took me out yesterday, it was the last time i will get to see her before i go. I am going to miss her shenanigans, but not her tomfoolery. I'm ready for this change, yet im not. I wish i had more time.