oh you know
i'm a little bummed that i had to watch two of my least favorite "full house" episodes ever today. i guess no one put a gun to my head but yeah.
also, it's really funny that they just replaced the actress who plays harriet on "family matters" like we weren't gonna notice.
anyyyway, i found out i'm giving a speech to a bunch of atlanta-area national merit kids and their parents next month. it's gonna be my first real speech ever and i'm excited!
brian and i keep blowing off film to get rosa's pizza together. we'll have full intentions to go to class, but when we pass by rosa's the smell is just so damn intoxicating. so we say "lets get some and just be like 10 minutes late," but before you know it we're moving on to the italian ice and talking about our new york trip, and the time just disappears. i love it/him.
...we're still officially "not going out" but he and i both agree that we're closer than ever. we kiss and do whatever now, too, since everyone knew the whole hands-off idea probably wasn't going to last. essentially we are free do date whoever we want, but for now we still choose each other. i'm so happy. the level to which we care about each other is seriously breathtaking sometimes. i love that kid unconditionally, for who he is. my greatest hope right now is that we will always be close to each other in some way for the rest of our lives. no one but my family is more important to me, and, really, at this point he feels like family to me. i don't even really care if that sounds like a bunch of sentimental bologna, it's the truth.
wow enough about that! in other news, i broke the camera aspect of my camera phone and found out that i was allergic to my own pants. imagine that!
and now the obligatory sorority update...
i'm torn. still don't know if the sorority thing is for me. i don't know why i'm such a dud, its just that i like to have my own life i guess. i'm usually not in the mood to be around a lot of people, and sometimes i'm not even in the mood to see people i know just walking to class. i sometimes find myself blowing off my sisters with a quick smile and "hey" when i pass them on the street- shouldn't i want to hug them? thats what everyone else does! i don't know. i just sorta miss the anonymity i had last year. i'm so hesitant to define myself by a group, even one as amazing as my particular sorority. trying to fit in with 60 vibrant, gorgeous, insanely fun girls just makes me want to zone out. some people probably think thats lame, but eh. i don't like that i need to establish/earn my own place, because i have no idea what my place should be, or if i truly have one at all. at this point, though, i know i'd really regret dropping out. so i'm sticking with it. just very apprehensively.
also, it's really funny that they just replaced the actress who plays harriet on "family matters" like we weren't gonna notice.
anyyyway, i found out i'm giving a speech to a bunch of atlanta-area national merit kids and their parents next month. it's gonna be my first real speech ever and i'm excited!
brian and i keep blowing off film to get rosa's pizza together. we'll have full intentions to go to class, but when we pass by rosa's the smell is just so damn intoxicating. so we say "lets get some and just be like 10 minutes late," but before you know it we're moving on to the italian ice and talking about our new york trip, and the time just disappears. i love it/him.
...we're still officially "not going out" but he and i both agree that we're closer than ever. we kiss and do whatever now, too, since everyone knew the whole hands-off idea probably wasn't going to last. essentially we are free do date whoever we want, but for now we still choose each other. i'm so happy. the level to which we care about each other is seriously breathtaking sometimes. i love that kid unconditionally, for who he is. my greatest hope right now is that we will always be close to each other in some way for the rest of our lives. no one but my family is more important to me, and, really, at this point he feels like family to me. i don't even really care if that sounds like a bunch of sentimental bologna, it's the truth.
wow enough about that! in other news, i broke the camera aspect of my camera phone and found out that i was allergic to my own pants. imagine that!
and now the obligatory sorority update...
i'm torn. still don't know if the sorority thing is for me. i don't know why i'm such a dud, its just that i like to have my own life i guess. i'm usually not in the mood to be around a lot of people, and sometimes i'm not even in the mood to see people i know just walking to class. i sometimes find myself blowing off my sisters with a quick smile and "hey" when i pass them on the street- shouldn't i want to hug them? thats what everyone else does! i don't know. i just sorta miss the anonymity i had last year. i'm so hesitant to define myself by a group, even one as amazing as my particular sorority. trying to fit in with 60 vibrant, gorgeous, insanely fun girls just makes me want to zone out. some people probably think thats lame, but eh. i don't like that i need to establish/earn my own place, because i have no idea what my place should be, or if i truly have one at all. at this point, though, i know i'd really regret dropping out. so i'm sticking with it. just very apprehensively.