Long time no update.
I wouldn't be surprised if everyone deleted me from their friends list. I'll make this short so I don't waste space.
First of all, I'm trying to make friends with someone but I seem to be hallucinating that he notices me and I'm going about this all the wrong ways. I really don't know how to make friends.
My life has no fucking point to it, either. I'm not good at anything; so I'm basically just a waste of oxygen. I know, shut the fuck up with the self-pity. My parents have both already told me that. But I've no one to talk to; they all tell me to shut up. But I thought people always said it was bad for you to hold this shit in... maybe I misheard it. Maybe I'm weak so I complain a lot. It just feels a bit suffocating...
I think Michelle's mad at me. She's not talking to me and i don't know why. But I'm too scared to walk up to her and ask if she's mad.
I cut. Now who didn't see THAT one coming ?
And finally... the one thing that would make my life SO much better and make me a much happier person happens in San Jose CA on May 30th and I have no possible way of getting there or being able to go. So much for having a ficking decent life.
Ok, now you can yell at me for being a stupid wussy bitch and you can now tell me to suck it up. I appreciate those who may have read.
First of all, I'm trying to make friends with someone but I seem to be hallucinating that he notices me and I'm going about this all the wrong ways. I really don't know how to make friends.
My life has no fucking point to it, either. I'm not good at anything; so I'm basically just a waste of oxygen. I know, shut the fuck up with the self-pity. My parents have both already told me that. But I've no one to talk to; they all tell me to shut up. But I thought people always said it was bad for you to hold this shit in... maybe I misheard it. Maybe I'm weak so I complain a lot. It just feels a bit suffocating...
I think Michelle's mad at me. She's not talking to me and i don't know why. But I'm too scared to walk up to her and ask if she's mad.
I cut. Now who didn't see THAT one coming ?
And finally... the one thing that would make my life SO much better and make me a much happier person happens in San Jose CA on May 30th and I have no possible way of getting there or being able to go. So much for having a ficking decent life.
Ok, now you can yell at me for being a stupid wussy bitch and you can now tell me to suck it up. I appreciate those who may have read.