Sep 15, 2004 18:57
I'm not tired OF anything, besides being stuck inside the house without a hobby, I'm just physically tired. Eh... Guess it happens.
Today was kinda nice. Brittany and I were talking a lot today and I got to leave later instead of being there at 7:45. That was a nice change. Seeing brittany always seems to make things a bit brighter. Probably because I forget about all that stuff. She's such a good friend.
Last night I got to talk to my dad about music and that is always so much fun. I think he is getting into Dir en grey. Ha ha ha... I never thought I'd live to see THAT day... He was showing me some songs of The Tubes and i really like his song Telecide. Dad is so cool, I really miss him during the weekdays.
On a bit of a darker note, my friend is giving me hell for hating America, listening to japanese music, and not putting up with her negative attitude toward one of the bands I like. I realize it is just a band and it is also my opinion, but it's rude to diss someone's likes without their asking your opinion on it. That's disrespecting their opinion and I find that offensive. Eh... I guess I'll just drop it for now.
Sometimes I feel like I don't have any friends... or any emotions... huh. No friends besides Brittany. So if I killed myself, brittany would miss me. I don't want to put her through that. I just need a vacation. I think that would be good for everyone. A vacation for everyone away from me, and a vacation for me away from everyone. That sounds nice.