Here I am again
I tend to come here when i get in a "emo" type mood. Not like anyone reads this crap anymore, nor did they in high school. 2 years ago was my last post. a lot has changed since then. I broke up with Alex back in July of 09, wasn't an easy thing to do but i think it was for the best. since then i have been single and hating it. I cant say its been all bad, many friendships have been rebuilt and strengthen because of my extra time but i still get lonely. All my friends are able to go from one girl to another in no time flat, its been almost a year now and im still single, which leads me to why im here. I thought i finally met a girl who i really connected with. we have quite a bit in common plus shes pretty cute, but i fucked it up like i do every potential relationship. Funny thing was it was the opposite of my old problem of moving too slow. I was too quick. And i was shot down in an instant because it was to personal for this point in time to be friends. Damn that sounds bad, I couldn't even make it to the friend category, im in like the creeper category. When will this darkness end. I need something to make me whole again. i guess thats it for now.