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valentines day bothers everyone. when i was with tony i didnt like having a valentine and when i am single i dont like not having one. you would think that a person could make up their mind.
this year i had a really great valentines day though. a bunch of us made tshirts for singles awareness day, it was lovely outside, and when i was done at work a ton of us went to the bar. we all got drunk and had a blast with the other coe people who were there. i didnt even think about the fact that i am alone and for once, i forgot about my problems.
i dont know what it is, i feel like i am starting to get back to the point where i have close friends who i dont have to prove anything to. iris, aideen, jamie, lindsay, katie and everyone just let me be who i am... i think that i lost that feeling for a really long time. i dont know if it was me or if it was the fact that i was in a relationship for so long with a person who i lost myself for...
whatever though - its good to be loved... and its good to love - so thanks to the people who are there for me unconditionally... i am here for you too...
sappy kiss and cry
ashley x
this year i had a really great valentines day though. a bunch of us made tshirts for singles awareness day, it was lovely outside, and when i was done at work a ton of us went to the bar. we all got drunk and had a blast with the other coe people who were there. i didnt even think about the fact that i am alone and for once, i forgot about my problems.
i dont know what it is, i feel like i am starting to get back to the point where i have close friends who i dont have to prove anything to. iris, aideen, jamie, lindsay, katie and everyone just let me be who i am... i think that i lost that feeling for a really long time. i dont know if it was me or if it was the fact that i was in a relationship for so long with a person who i lost myself for...
whatever though - its good to be loved... and its good to love - so thanks to the people who are there for me unconditionally... i am here for you too...
sappy kiss and cry
ashley x