crap crap crap
Bah....didn't get the job
Got bad news from the hospital about my hormones......I've been going through the menapause.
This means I cannot have kids naturally and have a lot to think about. Don't know if I'll be ever be able to have kids from my own eggs but donner eggs could work but i would not feel like the mother from donnor eggs.
Yes I'm very young and fuck it is hard, The hospital has put me back on Microgynon 30 on oral contraceptive so that I get the estrogen hormone to protect my bones from Osteoporosis. I don't know what I want to do in the future so thinking about how to have kids is not easy, not to mention that I need a man who is understanding and willing to have a kid by IVF even though they can have a kid normally. Thankfully I have Gavin who is very understanding, has only turn 23, well he's willing to do that for me and that is one of the many reasons why I love him.
We had a talk last night and I think to his relief that because neither of us are ready for kids we can wait for now. This doesn't mean that I will wait for my eggs, if there is any left to be froozen so I will have to look into getting that done. In the meantime I'll be waiting to hear from the hospital will shed any light onto why I've been struck so young, I've also urged my sisters to come off/ not use any contraceptives as my menapause may of been masked and only showed up because I came of the pill so I could of been 24-26 years old when it started but no-one knows.
Jane x
Got bad news from the hospital about my hormones......I've been going through the menapause.
This means I cannot have kids naturally and have a lot to think about. Don't know if I'll be ever be able to have kids from my own eggs but donner eggs could work but i would not feel like the mother from donnor eggs.
Yes I'm very young and fuck it is hard, The hospital has put me back on Microgynon 30 on oral contraceptive so that I get the estrogen hormone to protect my bones from Osteoporosis. I don't know what I want to do in the future so thinking about how to have kids is not easy, not to mention that I need a man who is understanding and willing to have a kid by IVF even though they can have a kid normally. Thankfully I have Gavin who is very understanding, has only turn 23, well he's willing to do that for me and that is one of the many reasons why I love him.
We had a talk last night and I think to his relief that because neither of us are ready for kids we can wait for now. This doesn't mean that I will wait for my eggs, if there is any left to be froozen so I will have to look into getting that done. In the meantime I'll be waiting to hear from the hospital will shed any light onto why I've been struck so young, I've also urged my sisters to come off/ not use any contraceptives as my menapause may of been masked and only showed up because I came of the pill so I could of been 24-26 years old when it started but no-one knows.
Jane x