Jul 17, 2007 22:27
I saw a picture of myself today from maybe... 3 years ago? maybe less?
It was like I was looking into a different world.
I've decided to take a different approach. I've been practically persecuting myself for who I was, who I still am. I thought I had to find all of the answers, I felt like I was out of time. It was ridiculous, to think that at this point in my life I had to have it all figured out. Not that I don't seek improvement in my opinions and attitude, but I'm ready to just listen to myself, to trust my intuition in knowing what's right. I'm writing my goals down, I'm going to follow through. This is different than before, because I'm not forcing myself to change... it just feels right to do something better for myself. If I plan to be a positive force in this world (and I refuse to expect otherwise) then I have to start somewhere. Diet, activity, perspective... I'm ready to tune in to what's right for me. It's time to take care of myself rather than feel sorry for myself.
I need support, I need a deep love, and I need to remember that I really am in control of all this. This could lead to big things.
d.