my strength...
grows and grows and im fortunate to have come across people who've helped me see that and who've reassured me that i can do a lot of things alone and a lot of things without being scared of disappointing someone. that i really am a lot stronger than i thought and it was just fear of rejection and loneliness that stopped me from doing the things that make ME happy . coca, nathalie, big tittie maria, my sisters, berna, and natass..i respect these girls and love them whether or not we talk every now and then, are the best of friends, or havent spoken to eachother in a long time...thanks for ur little comments and advice and just being ...although we're not all alike and have many different views...u all have shown me that strength comes from within not from others and especially not from a boy. although many have not liked the choices ive made they are still mine to make, to learn from, and do wat i think best within my own standards and morals but im glad there are still ppl in the world that care enuff to give advice and care enuff to respect the things i do. i dunno i woke up this morning feeling like all i need in my life is me and im okay with that...even to the point it makes me happy. just thought id share this..i like sharing happy thoughts opposed to sad depressing ones.