Empty
Although I've had a blast this weekend at Trent, it's been making me feel more and more lost. Even though the guys here are all over me...it's in a "do me" sort of way rather then a "I'm interested in getting to know you, though I find you attractive". I know I can't win them all, but when will I win one? When will I find that special someone just for me? I try to just have tons of fun with my friends...but I still can't help but notice this empty spot in me, it makes me feel unfinished. As happy as I am with everything else in my life, my wonderful friends, my outstanding and shocking good grades, my eat habits, my work and money flow and my loving family, my love life still leaves a hurtful gap in my heart...