Dec 15, 2008 19:51
At least at the moment.
I had a nice day, came home to find my mother depressed that I was going to get into drugs and prostitution on the sofa. I thnik something happened at work, but mainly she's worried about K.
I just don't want her to ruin this for me with rumours and outdated attitudes. And I cannot be a supportive daughter if she is going to put this on me. I'm an adult. I can make my own judgement calls and I won't let her guilt me out of a friendship.
It's funny, every time I argue with my mother I realize what I feel for K.
My mother says she feels worthless and like killing herself, so I called my dad and told him to call her. It makes me depressed to have her that way, and it also makes me want to move out. I cannot go to work and be happy and stable if she's going to interfere.
I need to find a housemate at work and move out.
And now I just want to cry, or bugger off somewhere. And it was such a good day...
depression,
family,
home,
mama,
kitten