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i have missed a few days of school
i have tons to catch up on so i decided to miss another to start a new project
since i will be working everyday except today and with my dad the day i am not
i should have been able to register tommorow
that is just so depressing
we are going to sign our lease and keep this place for another 6 months
bernie was online all last night looking at homes
he wants to buy one
all i keep thinking is that a yard would be great with nice lush green grass
but i don't want to learn how to use a lawnmower
its all rediculous
i have no idea how the whole system works
i finished writing a paper
the one that i wrote with mel
i stayed up till about 3:30
it suxed
i hate having to convince lonna that i am adult enough to decide when and when not to go to class
gah
anyways
even if we aren't ready to buy a house
blah blah blah
we should start saving for it
no more spending 700 on an amp
and paying off already owed dept
lonna said the stupidest thing last night
she looked at the price for the house that bernie was looking at it was like 169,000 and she said "wow, that a lot of money, can we pay in installments?"
and she was so serious
i get around her and sometimes peices of my brain want to break off just so that they don't have to try to make the connections to understand why she doesn't get some things
there are things that some people just don't have already wired into their brain and i really worry because they seem to be the majority
and then there is bernie who spent his intire education in what he calls the *retard* class and he so fucking smart its rediculous
i don't know
i just don't know
gah
i have tons to catch up on so i decided to miss another to start a new project
since i will be working everyday except today and with my dad the day i am not
i should have been able to register tommorow
that is just so depressing
we are going to sign our lease and keep this place for another 6 months
bernie was online all last night looking at homes
he wants to buy one
all i keep thinking is that a yard would be great with nice lush green grass
but i don't want to learn how to use a lawnmower
its all rediculous
i have no idea how the whole system works
i finished writing a paper
the one that i wrote with mel
i stayed up till about 3:30
it suxed
i hate having to convince lonna that i am adult enough to decide when and when not to go to class
gah
anyways
even if we aren't ready to buy a house
blah blah blah
we should start saving for it
no more spending 700 on an amp
and paying off already owed dept
lonna said the stupidest thing last night
she looked at the price for the house that bernie was looking at it was like 169,000 and she said "wow, that a lot of money, can we pay in installments?"
and she was so serious
i get around her and sometimes peices of my brain want to break off just so that they don't have to try to make the connections to understand why she doesn't get some things
there are things that some people just don't have already wired into their brain and i really worry because they seem to be the majority
and then there is bernie who spent his intire education in what he calls the *retard* class and he so fucking smart its rediculous
i don't know
i just don't know
gah