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Dec 02, 2004 11:58

this is for the people i love the most:

i'm sorry that i can be such a chicken shit
i'm sorry i have things to be apologizing for
Im sorry that i lied
I'm sorry that i kept quiet when you needed me to scream
I'm sorry that I disapeared
I'm sorry that i probably won't be coming back
i am sorry for my anxiety that causes me to apologize for things i had no control over
I'm sorry that i take the blame
I 'm sorry that i don't
I'm sorry that i can never get across what i really meant to say
I'm sorry that i never had the chance to say goodbye
I thought that i would see you again realy soon
I am sorry that i probably won't
I don't detatch due to hate , mistrust or apathy
but now for comitment to the emidiate
i am shitty person for abandoning the people i know that need me
not to need me because i was going to solve all their problems
but because we all need the people that were good to us with us
even when things aren't deep and down and dark
what could i possibly do to make up for it?

and the band plays on...

Private Helicopter Lyrics
Artist: Harvey Danger
Album: Where Have All The Merrymakers Gone?

"i'm on a private helicopter with my favorite ex girlfriend
tiny little cabin in the sky
now we're alone and we can remember how we felt before we were angry:
we were guilty and we were bitter
(I must admit I said a few things but...)
i'm still attracted to you
sorry we've been so cold so
eight miles high and three hours to landing
god your hair smells really great
i'm on a hovercraft to Paris with my former best friend
we have to get to the cinematheque
we're not alone but no one speaks english, so we're free
to look into each other's minds
and see what we're thinking like we always used to
i miss talking to you
but you never draw me out so
cast off the ego scars and let's go hit the bars
i reserve the right to hold my grudges
friends like you, you know the rest
but all told, i hold on to my anger far too long
until it's a joke
the night is cold
the joke is old
(and poorly told, i told you once)
i'm on a private helicopter with my favorite ex-girlfriend,
no one to keep up appearances for
now we're alone and we can remember how we felt at first;
the desperate need to be together
must've been good for something, sugar
i'm still attracted to you
no one's making us do what we're supposed to
so lie here in my arms
lie here in my arms..."
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