Jul 19, 2004 00:43
i have drank fri sat and sunday night
friday i told a girl something true but something i shouldn't have because i have other crazy thoughts still consiming me
saturday i spent with that man who has smothered my bitter soul
and of course we did what we shouldn't have for about 5 hours mixed with 4 hours of talking. he says he doesn't regret it. he says that he needs me.i don't know what for.