jesus don't want me for a sunbeam...sunbeams are not made like these
i saw bernie early this morning
and it has given me a pure calm
i am going to call him next week when i have a day off
we might go shoot pool
what i want is to see him every so often
more specificcally enjoy his company
and have him enjoy mine
after so long and all of this work i will have
once a week or less will be a fine amount to spend
he went and got the tatoos he always wanted
a tuarus symbol on his neck
and on his right forarm the word "live"
and on his left forarm the word "die"
both are written in that japanese style slash lettering
all black but not yet filled in
i myself was thinking of getting a jailhouse tatoo
but i cannot decide what i want
and i need to buy some bics
i have to work with nicole tonight
cross your fingers for me guys
we are in for a ruff one
i have learned something very important
i bottle everything
i may sound bitchy
but there is a thousand other things that i am not mentioning
and when i start talking about it all
i spend hours with out breathing to get it all out
and for the last couple of days i have been silent
and thus nothing but pressure was building
and of course after being unable to stop myself in rage
i spoke with stephanie
and she gave me the best advice
she is my rock
i carry her good senses and she carries mine
we know how to bring eachother to earth
and as i think of that i know my next tattoo (you were wondering when i would bother to spell that correctly)
i think my leg bellow my hip is a good spot
and it has given me a pure calm
i am going to call him next week when i have a day off
we might go shoot pool
what i want is to see him every so often
more specificcally enjoy his company
and have him enjoy mine
after so long and all of this work i will have
once a week or less will be a fine amount to spend
he went and got the tatoos he always wanted
a tuarus symbol on his neck
and on his right forarm the word "live"
and on his left forarm the word "die"
both are written in that japanese style slash lettering
all black but not yet filled in
i myself was thinking of getting a jailhouse tatoo
but i cannot decide what i want
and i need to buy some bics
i have to work with nicole tonight
cross your fingers for me guys
we are in for a ruff one
i have learned something very important
i bottle everything
i may sound bitchy
but there is a thousand other things that i am not mentioning
and when i start talking about it all
i spend hours with out breathing to get it all out
and for the last couple of days i have been silent
and thus nothing but pressure was building
and of course after being unable to stop myself in rage
i spoke with stephanie
and she gave me the best advice
she is my rock
i carry her good senses and she carries mine
we know how to bring eachother to earth
and as i think of that i know my next tattoo (you were wondering when i would bother to spell that correctly)
i think my leg bellow my hip is a good spot