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back at work. we had a diversity training meeting this morning. yay. it wasn't too bad though -- only took about 30 minutes.
jeremy left yesterday. it was so good seeing him. we went to the landing and cosmos tuesday night and then stayed up for a loooong time talking and catching up. slept in late (dealing with a snorer is never fun) and then we went to mai's with jennifer. he's on his way to new mexico right now to meet up with jeff and then they're going to mexico for two months. maybe. we'll see. hopefully he'll come back soon. he says he has his stuff planned out through the summer, but things can always change. hoepfully we'll be able to stay in touch much more this time.
it was good talking to him. even though things have changed a lot for both of us over the years, a lot has stayed the same. i still totally adore him and he's so much fun to talk to. i forgot about so much of the stuff that happened. the whole idea of being "grown ups" is kind of dazing to us both. people having kids, changing personalities. we talked a lot about stuff in the past, getting over crap, moving on, blah blah blah. it seems like it's almost easier to do so these days, but then every once in a while POW!, shit happens all over again. he's going to go to some small town thing to write about michelle soon. maybe it'll help. i hope it will. for me the best option is to just ignore and forget. sadly, it's gotten to the point where a couple of people are just plain old dead to me these days. it's just easier that way. yet, at the same time, i'm been welcoming people back into my life. forgiveness and acceptance can be a great thing. i don't know if it works so much for other people though. how i've decided who to let back in and who to keep out is a mystery to me. maybe one day it'll make sense/.
jeremy left yesterday. it was so good seeing him. we went to the landing and cosmos tuesday night and then stayed up for a loooong time talking and catching up. slept in late (dealing with a snorer is never fun) and then we went to mai's with jennifer. he's on his way to new mexico right now to meet up with jeff and then they're going to mexico for two months. maybe. we'll see. hopefully he'll come back soon. he says he has his stuff planned out through the summer, but things can always change. hoepfully we'll be able to stay in touch much more this time.
it was good talking to him. even though things have changed a lot for both of us over the years, a lot has stayed the same. i still totally adore him and he's so much fun to talk to. i forgot about so much of the stuff that happened. the whole idea of being "grown ups" is kind of dazing to us both. people having kids, changing personalities. we talked a lot about stuff in the past, getting over crap, moving on, blah blah blah. it seems like it's almost easier to do so these days, but then every once in a while POW!, shit happens all over again. he's going to go to some small town thing to write about michelle soon. maybe it'll help. i hope it will. for me the best option is to just ignore and forget. sadly, it's gotten to the point where a couple of people are just plain old dead to me these days. it's just easier that way. yet, at the same time, i'm been welcoming people back into my life. forgiveness and acceptance can be a great thing. i don't know if it works so much for other people though. how i've decided who to let back in and who to keep out is a mystery to me. maybe one day it'll make sense/.