Feb 08, 2004 21:13
i do this all the time!...i wait too long to say or do something and i miss out on the person i want above all other things in this mother fucking kike ass world....they end up findin some body else and i'm forced to sit back and sulk...i fuckin hate myself!...i wish i could be someone else, any one else, someone i don't know just so i would never have to see me or hear me........FUCK...i wish i were gone, gone forever...
Sleep To Dream Her
I know I’ll miss her later
Wish I could bend my love to hate her
Wish I could be her creator
To twist her arms now
She stares up at the stars when
The stars fell from her hair then
I bent down to collect them
And then she was gone
Oh I sleep just to dream her
I beg the night just to see her
That my only love should be her
Just to lie in her arms
Oh I came there to find out
Find out she made up her mind ohhhh
My arms are all tied up
To me she was blind
Mmmm this space between us
Where wingless dreams fall earless
Will you not bear me witness
With your back to me now
It seems so unnerving
Yet still somehow deserving
That she could hold my heart so tightly
And still not see me here
Oh I sleep just to dream her
Beg the night just to see her
That my only love should be her
Just to lie in her arms
I know I’ll miss her later
I wish I could bend my love to hate her
Wish I could be her creator
To be the light in her eyes
Fuck you I'm out