american beauty
"...but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes i feel like im seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst, and then i remember to relax and stop trying to hold on to it and then it flows through me like rain and i can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life. you have no idea what i'm talking about, im sure. but dont worry, you will someday."