Aug 19, 2009 14:44
Rereading my entry from a couple of days ago, I'm already cringing that I thought David would ask me to move to Dubai with him. But, a little over a month ago, he did ask me to move in with him, and he suggested moving together to another country on a couple of occasions--first the US or Canada and then Bermuda.
So I just want to prove that I am not completely delusional. It would simply seem that he gave up on the fantasy before I did.
This coming weekend is going to be difficult on me. Caroline leaves tomorrow for a canoe trip and there's no hash on Sunday, so I will have to go to a bit more effort to ensure that I don't end up staying in all weekend, feeling sorry for myself.
I feel really emotionally delicate right now--like every little thing is having a huge effect on me and I'm up then down then up then down again. If this isn't an endorsement for staying single, I don't know what is.
david,
relationship,
caroline,
anxiety