Uncertain
Ok, two weeks in a row without dropping a pound. I’m ok to plateau here for a bit; that happened to me in June. Weight loss is a long process for me, and I’ll get there eventually.
I don’t want to go into too much detail, but Chris won’t be able to get his vasectomy in a couple of weeks. The procedure is too dangerous in his case.
His anxiety has gotten so bad that he is sealing himself off in World of Warcraft. I’m worried about him because I love him. There’s a selfish part of me that kind of wants to break up with him because it’s not enjoyable for me anymore and he was never supportive of me in anything, ever, but I don’t see how I could break up with someone who is having anxiety problems. I know what he’s feeling, and it would be cruel to pile something else on him.
Anyway, last night, I played World of Warcraft with him for a bit, but it wasn’t fun because we were in a Skype call (as we usually are) and he was barking orders at me and I could hear him chomping his gum, which is such a disgusting sound. If I’m going to waste my free time doing something completely unproductive, can’t it at least be fun?
He was holed up in his apartment this past weekend. He said he played World of Warcraft for 24 hours. I assume he means total. Meanwhile, I went out with my friends on Friday night, saw David for a huge part of Saturday (not the best way to spend time, but at least I was out), and then went out on paddleboats with the hash on Sunday. Oh, and I talked on the phone with Dirk that evening. I feel like staying in all weekend and playing World of Warcraft makes sense when the weather is crappy, but it was beautiful.
Actually, I’m concerned that he’s going to return to where he was a few months ago and play this game all the time until he realizes that he’s sedentary and unhappy and the only change he’s willing to make for himself is to return to the seduction community.
He really does have a lot of problems. People with so many problems aren’t really stable enough to be in relationships, are they? I am the same. I should not be in a relationship. Maybe he and I can be more of a support group for each other, but he’s going to have to open up.
And I’m supposed to go to Vienna this weekend, but I’d kind of rather be in Prague. Caroline is planning another outing on the paddleboats and I’m sad that I might miss out. Chris won’t travel here because he came here twice in July. It’s my turn. Maybe I can find something fun happening in Vienna. I am not spending the weekend playing World of Warcraft.
I don’t want to go into too much detail, but Chris won’t be able to get his vasectomy in a couple of weeks. The procedure is too dangerous in his case.
His anxiety has gotten so bad that he is sealing himself off in World of Warcraft. I’m worried about him because I love him. There’s a selfish part of me that kind of wants to break up with him because it’s not enjoyable for me anymore and he was never supportive of me in anything, ever, but I don’t see how I could break up with someone who is having anxiety problems. I know what he’s feeling, and it would be cruel to pile something else on him.
Anyway, last night, I played World of Warcraft with him for a bit, but it wasn’t fun because we were in a Skype call (as we usually are) and he was barking orders at me and I could hear him chomping his gum, which is such a disgusting sound. If I’m going to waste my free time doing something completely unproductive, can’t it at least be fun?
He was holed up in his apartment this past weekend. He said he played World of Warcraft for 24 hours. I assume he means total. Meanwhile, I went out with my friends on Friday night, saw David for a huge part of Saturday (not the best way to spend time, but at least I was out), and then went out on paddleboats with the hash on Sunday. Oh, and I talked on the phone with Dirk that evening. I feel like staying in all weekend and playing World of Warcraft makes sense when the weather is crappy, but it was beautiful.
Actually, I’m concerned that he’s going to return to where he was a few months ago and play this game all the time until he realizes that he’s sedentary and unhappy and the only change he’s willing to make for himself is to return to the seduction community.
He really does have a lot of problems. People with so many problems aren’t really stable enough to be in relationships, are they? I am the same. I should not be in a relationship. Maybe he and I can be more of a support group for each other, but he’s going to have to open up.
And I’m supposed to go to Vienna this weekend, but I’d kind of rather be in Prague. Caroline is planning another outing on the paddleboats and I’m sad that I might miss out. Chris won’t travel here because he came here twice in July. It’s my turn. Maybe I can find something fun happening in Vienna. I am not spending the weekend playing World of Warcraft.