red lipstick

May 22, 2003 22:27

i wanted to wear red lipstick tonight and i did. i didnt think i could pull it off but julia and lauren said it looked good. honestly, at the end of the night i got sick of it.

i bought this dress at hot topic for$42.00 it had cherries on it and it had a puffy skirt to it, it was very cute. notice how i said WAS , because its going back to the store. it doesnt fit!!! grr looks like ill just have to figure out how to make my own.
so tonight was a good night i guess. i saw my old friend davey p. which made me happy. were gonna chill sometime.
my hair looked sexy today, right after i did it. but as the night went on it didnt look as sexy as it once did. egh i dont know what to do with it anymore. im getting bored with it and im getting the urge to dye it a dramatic color. but i cant buy anything anymore, i have to save up for school. yikes! i so desperatly need a job, but if i start school i can only work certain hours. i wish i was rich so i could just go to school and not work at the same time, but hey if everyone else can do it, i sure as hell can do it!

lately ive been having bad dreams, kinda pathetic ones but i still wake up scared and wanting to scream my dads name to protect me. haha it so funny because one dream was about a witch who was going to hurt me, and i started throwing stuff at her and i ran out the door, but i wasnt moving fast. it was like i couldnt move my legs, ya know? haha but anyways... i woke up in a sweat and almost called for my dad.
in the morning he (my dad) came and kissed me goodbye and i told him i was having a bad dream and that i was scared and he said " go back to sleep and have a good one" haha. thats my daddy.
speaking about my dad..... i dont see why so many people or guys are afraid of my dad. i dont think he is scary looking, maybe im used to him. but he will hurt anyone who hurts or trys to hurt his 3 girls (mom,tiff and me). he used to beat up so many guys when he was younger. he actually lost his knuckle (its actually twisted back) from punching some guy in the head. hes always been a "tough guy". when he was younger alot of people thought he was a "hood". egh........reason for me to be talking about this.......... well im off to bed
g'night

you know you love me
xoxox tg
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