Nov 29, 2009 18:08
Its been weeks? years? since I last updated and so much has happened I cant possibly say it all now. My time is now mostly tied up with school,work and the hosptial. I guess thats the way life goes...Its been a rough year for my family but I am no stranger to hard I feel as if things are always hard and I am realtively use to it.
Im gradauating this year and Im scared as can be...especially since we might be moving anyway I have no idea where Im going to itern if we move but Im excited to hear back from all the interships I have applied for and to start my career...oh god im old I cant believe it my career, Of course adding another thing to my already busy schedule is going to be hard. But to intern at Random House or Scholastic will be awesome.If it happens...
My dad is losing his job this January and I cant even imagine whats going to happen...A part of me hopes we do move I would love to get out of the city and start fresh and new but I cant help but worry...which is why Im saving every penny I have, Thankfully me,mom and cat all still have our jobs and cat has made almost a full recovery from last year and at least that is something to be thankful for.
Grandma is sick the thought of losing another grandparent is just an unbareable thought and it kills me to think I all i can do fo her is sit with her in the hosptial. Especially around the holidays.I just want her to get better. I believe she will.
Kims wedding was Gorgeous and I was so happy to be in it. I had lots of fun and even though I complained the whole way through I still love it.
But it hasnt been all bad I have been published in my schools magazine wich one CUNYS top magazine in the city last year and Im very proud of myself and my poetry .
With the Holidays coming I also believe its going to be better. My work load will lighten, Grandma will bet better and My job will well it will still be my job but at least I have Michelene and Kelly for when things get to rough
oh and score almost all done with my christmas shooping!