yeahhh...

Jul 14, 2008 16:07

i just got finished watching "speak" on lifetime and i feel inspired. only a little though cause i need to get to work at some point in time.

it's crazy how much shit we go through as teenagers. and i wonder how many people don't actually have to go through any shit other than going to parties and being pressured into drinking or smoking or rolling or whatever your friends are into. i think it's laughable when people complain about not being able to get the coach purse they want or complaining about wanting to get an 80 gb ipod because their nano isn't cutting it anymore and daddy won't buy them a new one. it's ridiculous how some people go on talking to people they don't even like because they're afraid of being an outcast.

the truth is that it's so liberating once you realize how incredibly stupid all of that really is. it feels so good to get rid of the shit-talkers and the bad friends and the drama queens/kings and everybody else who exists solely to drag other people down with them. the truth is that your grades go up and you find yourself to be a little more ambitious than you had previously thought once you get rid of your bottom-dwelling friends.

sometimes i do feel like i have cheated myself out of my teenage years, but what am i really missing? i guess i'll never know, but it doesn't feel like much. i would rather have no friends than bad friends any day.

you know what? shit happens. i guess that's really it. maybe one day i'll be able to elaborate without feeling like a bad person.

out.
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