Feb 11, 2005 00:59
I hope you know how much you suck and how much I dislike you at the moment. I'm not even second rate anymore....how bout like 3rd or 4th or 10th is more like it.
You don't even seem to care either is what really kills me. You have come off to be such a nice guy and now i'm starting to think it was all an act and your just like the rest of them. I really really hope thats not true and that you'll prove me wrong at a later time.
I don't know what else to say other than this royally sucks...
6 days...6 days...
"When I see you...I have a constant reminder that I can't have you. When I talk to you...I know that I will never be able to hold you. And when I see you with her...I am reminded of how lucky she is. I hope she knows that."
I'm to weak for this...