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It hadn't sunk in until right about now. Now that I come to think of it, well, I honestly don't know what to think. Going into this I told myself not to fall for her, because I always end up messing it up, and it always goes bad. But I did, and it lasted a little longer than 3 weeks. And I want to be friends too, but I just don't think I can handle that right now. Whenever I see you now, I just keep walking. I do that because I wouldn't know what to say or do. Whenever I see you now, I get a feeling in my stomach, and God, I don't know, it just hurts. Oh well, I should have figured it wouldn't work, like everything else. I still like you, and I know you're probably over it, but I really do still want to be your friend. You are important to me, and I really hope you have a great 16th birthday, Amanda.
I know no one really cares about this. You can call me whatever you want, but it's how I feel.
I know no one really cares about this. You can call me whatever you want, but it's how I feel.