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I'm such a mess right now. Everything is so chaotic and stressful. Money is really tight right now and I always have to borrow money from people for lunch, and I know that might seem petty, but I feel like such a dick asking the same people for money over and over again. And when I do get money, it's all going to paying those people back, so either way I won't have any. I honestly haven't been able to think straight in a long time. My family fights nonstop every damn day and I'm so tired of it. I try to act happy at school, but I don't know how much longer I can keep it up for. I haven't had an actual conversation with my best friend in God knows how long. Well, there is one good thing, and that is that I've found a really great girl, and being with her makes everything so much better. If only I could be with you right now.