I miss you all so much
i wish i could go back in time, but i can't. i'm kinda depressed, i think i might just die this time. i went through bens memories in his LJ and i remebered some very good times and some bad times, but even through the bad times i still loved you all. i wish i could just talk to you guys at least one more time. hope all of you arizona people are getting along good. please email me @ hiddenmail187@yahoo.com god i love you guys adn i miss you.
tell me, how has everyone been doing, ben tj, nicole, bay cayleigh, i miss the trips back and forth to phoi-town and san diego, the trips out late at night ust driving around with ben and people having no idea where we are going but haveing a great time doing it. i hope i can at least keep that memory in mind forever. I will never forget the times i had with you all, even with cori, despite her stabbing me in the back i still miss her and hope her the best in life. i hope you all are haveing a good time. tell me how school is going. does anyone talk to will or spencer anymore, how are they doing? does anyone know spencer's email adress, i'd like to get in touch with him. god i miss you guys, i think i'm about to break up with my girlfriend, she is lying to me, i'd like to give her a chance to prove me wrong but i don't know if i can take the chance of me hurting myself further by not doing it. my skin has gotten much thicker because of what has happened with me in the past year, but that only makes what gets through even worse. everyone please email me i really want to talk to you. even you cori.
tell me, how has everyone been doing, ben tj, nicole, bay cayleigh, i miss the trips back and forth to phoi-town and san diego, the trips out late at night ust driving around with ben and people having no idea where we are going but haveing a great time doing it. i hope i can at least keep that memory in mind forever. I will never forget the times i had with you all, even with cori, despite her stabbing me in the back i still miss her and hope her the best in life. i hope you all are haveing a good time. tell me how school is going. does anyone talk to will or spencer anymore, how are they doing? does anyone know spencer's email adress, i'd like to get in touch with him. god i miss you guys, i think i'm about to break up with my girlfriend, she is lying to me, i'd like to give her a chance to prove me wrong but i don't know if i can take the chance of me hurting myself further by not doing it. my skin has gotten much thicker because of what has happened with me in the past year, but that only makes what gets through even worse. everyone please email me i really want to talk to you. even you cori.