Days go by and by...

May 19, 2010 23:23

 So it seems that I've fallen into a day-by-day pattern: wake up around 10ish, drink my chocolate milk for breakfast, be enslaved by mom or dad until about 3 in the afternoon usually doing some sorts of packing or such for the move, job search and maybe apply for a job or two until about 4:30, then read until dinner, walk Zip, then read until I'm tired.

This is getting boring. Since my last entry I've been out twice: once to drive around Miami Beach and Downtown with a couple of guys from school (Crook and Bartus) since they haven't been and hey I didn't have to drive...then once to Dolphin Mall to have dinner with my big Sapphire Sister Leslie and another sister Saata since they were flying in from Trinidad.

Did I mention this pattern is getting boring? I've knocked out a 700-page book in two days and knocked out a good 400 page one in about 8 hours (I had to pack with my mom and make dinner). Yeah...

However there has been something plaguing my mind ever so slightly...like just sitting there...
I've seen a few friends graduate from different colleges and such and just think about this whole graduation thing...but what IF for some reason I don't get my diploma in the mail? I mean, how do we know? I have no overdue fees, I turned in all of my course substitution (given it was just two) and other relevant forms, I've passed all of my courses and graduated with a gpa above a 2.0...

I mean I'm probably just being really paranoid but still. I noticed Sandhya actually got her diploma when she graduated. I wonder if anyone else did? I mean it's shitty that we don't get ours when we graduate like we did back in high school, but we didn't back then because we had to return our gowns. Now, not so much.
Rawr.

I miss Brian. I hate not knowing where I'll be in about 4 months. I'm technically moving my belongings to Alabama with my family and keeping them in my parents' storage unit, but I'm really debating moving to Texas. When I live in Alabama I won't be able to live by myself for a bit; I'd be stuck with family in some way or another and still have to pay rent of some sorts. I won't be able to have pretty much any of my belongings...yeah. My car would hate it too. I've already proposed the idea to Brian and he's ok with it...he doesn't want me to be alone in Texas. But when I am there until September I'll meet more people -- I know two wives already and all of his army friends, and there are a couple of his fraternity brothers stationed there and won't be leaving anytime soon. I'll be in his apartment with Hamlet, very close to post...I dunno. If I do move we have to take a couple days out of his block leave at the end of July to fly to Alabama and drive back with my stuff.

I just...dunno. And it sucks. I just want to see my husband and puppy, then magically get a phone call from some research meteorology people in Colorado saying they want me there ASAP.
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