see you in hell
all those times we talked, i knew you were lieing. now why shouldn't i turn around and do the same to you? but no. that's not me. i've never been a backstabber and i'm not about to start for you. so i've changed. so what? didn't you? i'm dramatic, i take it all to the max, i'm the definition of extreme, who cares? i got it from you.
why do you always choose the easy route? they're guys, they'll follow you to the ends of the earth just for a blowjob. what about me? i've never done anything but care and be supportive abd try to trick you into the right choice. what do i get after all these years? tears. anger. being told i'm no longer enough. betrayal.
don't you get it bitch? i'm giving up! go have your fun and do it elsewhere! i don't want to see it or hear about it and i don't ever want to think that maybe i've made a mistake. THIS is what started at ocf. THIS is the reason you would turn around and find me gone. but you were always so surrounded that you didn't notice the tears in my eyes even when i WAS there. so why start now.
you refused to talk to me.
made mean accusations.
told me i had changed and you didn't like it.
no i'm not perfect. i'm the last one who would claim that. but have you thought maybe neither are you??? i've cut more times on your behalf than dad. i TOLD you you were the reason i started. but then again, last time i said that, you decided not to be my friend then, either. bitch.
i'm an angry person. wanna fight?
so here's my deal, and i don't want anything further to do with the people i met before highschool. highschool sucks. i'm dropping out. so you want me to stop smoking? ok let's see what happens... and it's all on your neck... so fuck you!
why do you always choose the easy route? they're guys, they'll follow you to the ends of the earth just for a blowjob. what about me? i've never done anything but care and be supportive abd try to trick you into the right choice. what do i get after all these years? tears. anger. being told i'm no longer enough. betrayal.
don't you get it bitch? i'm giving up! go have your fun and do it elsewhere! i don't want to see it or hear about it and i don't ever want to think that maybe i've made a mistake. THIS is what started at ocf. THIS is the reason you would turn around and find me gone. but you were always so surrounded that you didn't notice the tears in my eyes even when i WAS there. so why start now.
you refused to talk to me.
made mean accusations.
told me i had changed and you didn't like it.
no i'm not perfect. i'm the last one who would claim that. but have you thought maybe neither are you??? i've cut more times on your behalf than dad. i TOLD you you were the reason i started. but then again, last time i said that, you decided not to be my friend then, either. bitch.
i'm an angry person. wanna fight?
so here's my deal, and i don't want anything further to do with the people i met before highschool. highschool sucks. i'm dropping out. so you want me to stop smoking? ok let's see what happens... and it's all on your neck... so fuck you!