feelings.... aint nothin but....feelings hahah
whats up? I was watching television and somehow started to totally ignore the television and have some memories of bein' a very small girl..
-My first Kiss with Bradley.
-Playing at the park with friends.
-Amber and I running around fort steele with Bradley all dressed up like people from the olden days...
- Having Bradley and Greggory fighting over me.
-Amber Amanda and I fighting over who got to be April when we played ninja turtles on the jungle gym.
-filling our jackets up with pine needles
On that last note, the filling our jackets up with pine needles, I can remember doing it very vividly, but for some reason, can not remember WHY we were so concverned about it. I am pretty sure it was a race to see who could fill THE BIG TIRES up fastest.... but I could be wrong... How quickly one forgets.
Its weird how something so stupid and simple can be entertaining when you are a small kid. The other thing, remembering back a couple days when Linds and Elyshia and I got high at the park, that was the only time since, that I let go and played stupid games and it was fun. I didn't even worry about josh for about an hour. Whenever Linds and I get high together I forget everythin' but her and what we're doing for a while.
Last night we just smoked a roach and were sooo high it was so fun. We also went to the cemetery to go see if we could find scott's grave. The number of times Linds was like...OHHH SCOTT here it is!!! I'm like no, his last name is marshall hun, hahaha Can we ever be stupid sometimes... YES hehe
So yeah, Im going to Kitimat next week, I figure I never just up and go anywhere on a whim, I might as well go up there, meet a whole shit load of people and see what Jason and Josh see up there... Jason loves that town sooo much, Hes weird!!!!
I don't want to leave my mum before her surgery that makes me sad AND feel bad.
I dont want to miss sarah at the gardens, or grad parties.
Im going to miss being in Kimberley,... but I hope it all evens out when I get a job up there and Im havin fun.
:)
Oh
last night I sat on my hand and my hand went numb which inspired me to ask everyone online on my msn,
"Have you ever heard of a guy sitting on his hand and then jerkin off cuz it doesnt FEEL like your own hand?"
news update for ya'll: People once u mention sex(or masturbation) will tell u almost anything. For example, a certain girl i dont know very well told me about honey in her boyfriends ass crack LOL I think its funny and great that people just feel that open but hilarious anyways!!!!
ow i have cramps.
Love yaz!!!!!
XoXoXoXo~Jenaly~oXoXoXoXoX
OH P.S. me and someone are going to kick some crazy lady booty bum! hEHEHE YEAH SHES GONNA SMASH BEER BOTTLES ON HER HEAD AND IMA KICK HER IN HEAD? haha i forgot my part...
oh yeah IM just kidding bout that but i do want to see crazy lady so i can just SAY something mean to her... hehehehehe
OH PPS. I got offered a job, but it was house cleaning and part time, so yeah it wasnt good enough for me. :D hehehehe no, if I wasn't going to kitimat, I woulda thought a lot more about it, prolly even taken it for the time being.
PPPS. When Im feeling lost. your love keeps me strong :) thanks!!!!!
-My first Kiss with Bradley.
-Playing at the park with friends.
-Amber and I running around fort steele with Bradley all dressed up like people from the olden days...
- Having Bradley and Greggory fighting over me.
-Amber Amanda and I fighting over who got to be April when we played ninja turtles on the jungle gym.
-filling our jackets up with pine needles
On that last note, the filling our jackets up with pine needles, I can remember doing it very vividly, but for some reason, can not remember WHY we were so concverned about it. I am pretty sure it was a race to see who could fill THE BIG TIRES up fastest.... but I could be wrong... How quickly one forgets.
Its weird how something so stupid and simple can be entertaining when you are a small kid. The other thing, remembering back a couple days when Linds and Elyshia and I got high at the park, that was the only time since, that I let go and played stupid games and it was fun. I didn't even worry about josh for about an hour. Whenever Linds and I get high together I forget everythin' but her and what we're doing for a while.
Last night we just smoked a roach and were sooo high it was so fun. We also went to the cemetery to go see if we could find scott's grave. The number of times Linds was like...OHHH SCOTT here it is!!! I'm like no, his last name is marshall hun, hahaha Can we ever be stupid sometimes... YES hehe
So yeah, Im going to Kitimat next week, I figure I never just up and go anywhere on a whim, I might as well go up there, meet a whole shit load of people and see what Jason and Josh see up there... Jason loves that town sooo much, Hes weird!!!!
I don't want to leave my mum before her surgery that makes me sad AND feel bad.
I dont want to miss sarah at the gardens, or grad parties.
Im going to miss being in Kimberley,... but I hope it all evens out when I get a job up there and Im havin fun.
:)
Oh
last night I sat on my hand and my hand went numb which inspired me to ask everyone online on my msn,
"Have you ever heard of a guy sitting on his hand and then jerkin off cuz it doesnt FEEL like your own hand?"
news update for ya'll: People once u mention sex(or masturbation) will tell u almost anything. For example, a certain girl i dont know very well told me about honey in her boyfriends ass crack LOL I think its funny and great that people just feel that open but hilarious anyways!!!!
ow i have cramps.
Love yaz!!!!!
XoXoXoXo~Jenaly~oXoXoXoXoX
OH P.S. me and someone are going to kick some crazy lady booty bum! hEHEHE YEAH SHES GONNA SMASH BEER BOTTLES ON HER HEAD AND IMA KICK HER IN HEAD? haha i forgot my part...
oh yeah IM just kidding bout that but i do want to see crazy lady so i can just SAY something mean to her... hehehehehe
OH PPS. I got offered a job, but it was house cleaning and part time, so yeah it wasnt good enough for me. :D hehehehe no, if I wasn't going to kitimat, I woulda thought a lot more about it, prolly even taken it for the time being.
PPPS. When Im feeling lost. your love keeps me strong :) thanks!!!!!