Oct 06, 2010 23:33
two hours of entering business cards into a database for my boss
two eight-hour tylenol for the killer backache I've had all day
two hours of revising an edit I did earlier for him and fucked up
three hours of working with him on said edits, in excruciating detail and with lots of impenetrable art theory terminology
two cigarettes
two shots of espresso
three hours of talking about Samuel Beckett
one subway sandwich
one cigarette
one email from professor chastising me for not submitting my novel excerpt yet
two hours of frantic(creative?) writing
one bowl of shitty weed because the tylenol isn't working and DAMN.
What a fucking day. And what a fucking day before that. And oh wow, I still have so much to do.
I'm not really complaining, only in the way that when things are really hard sometimes it's really good. HEY. get your mind out of the gutter.
I have been thinking about my friends a lot lately and find myself smiling stupidly in public. I miss everybody.
My brother leaves for Thailand on monday. I will miss him.