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hey everyone, im back to livejournal, lol. no more myspace, that shit is wack. things could be going better. but then again things could be worse. the bad things are this feeling of something missing throughout this whole summer, im sure its just a job, but it just sucks to have this constant feeling of unfullfilment throughout ur days. im still just trying to make the best out of em. other bad things are the lack of money and the lack of being trusted, lol. but the trust will repair its self very soon. well ive made a new life since ive moved back to my mom's house. i have completley repaired my friendship with sean and made a whole new group of friends at this guy glens house. im becoming very good friends with this big metal kid named paul. he is an awsome dude! and discovering how silly 26 year olds are, lol, but im getting into a bit more heavier music lately, not yet black metal, but much more death metal and grind. i like some black metal, but im always sure to ask about thier lyrics, lol, and dimmu borgir aint that bad and niether is sitiricon or cyptopsie. but yea. im also in a new band called countdown to bustdown. were pretty sick with x memebers of 36 deadly fists and members from subvert city. so we have alot of motivation. im just on the bass, ill keep u guys informed. umm...but yea, i left daves house finally, somehting everyone was telling me to do for such a long time and now that i live with my mom allthe people that wanted me to leave daves soo bad seem to not be accepting my new life either. i dont noe, its hard to explain. whatever, i went job hunting agian today and monday im getting a lift to some other places. but yea i jsut cnat wait till school starts. this summer has been nothing to brag about. i mean maybe if i think back on it i can find some cooler shit. io love photography class, and now im experimenting with paints and black an white and my new stuff is so much mroe cooler then my older stuff, i cant wait to show edith, you can really see the improvment. but yea i jsut want school to start already, that way i can always have something to do and no one can bitch at me. err. i think this entry has been all fucked up, if anyone can make sence of it then go for it, until then im jsut gonna keep on looking foward to this saturday night and after that sunday night. which the weather is suppose to be B E A Utiful!