long awaited update
well its alittle after 12. I really haven't updated in a while but i actually have time to update this thing and feel like writting i guess. Its been a really long strange couple of weeks. Realized alot of things that make me who i am and all. I have a really hard music history exam so no thursday night crew. It was soo beautiful outside. I just sat outside for a bit and layed in the grass and it was amazing.
I came back home this past weekend. People have really changed. wait i take that back. I think i have changed. Everyone back home is fine with staying there. Alot of the same people who told me 3 years ago that they needed to get out of this town are back in the town getting married, working real estate and other jobs i couldnt see them doing. I don't really believe I have ever had a real place to call home so im fine with this constant movement. Im pretty happy living in philadelphia. Its a nice city but i definately need to move next summer.
I have two ideas. My best friend from high school wants to move into New York City with me and wants me to audition with him for some broadway plays and stuff. Not really my thing but Im up for trying something different. Off course I will prolly be working some internship at a major label or something in NYC but who knows. Also my dad is really trying to get me back on the west coast. So im going there this summer to apply for some good jobs out there and see how the west coast treats me. So two big decissions on where my life is going to take me. I know im going to do this tho. There are a handful of people that actually take action and do what they want and do not let anyone get in there way. I see myself this way and i really want this change. Even how scary it might be Im ready for the challege. I have met some of the most amazing people and had some great times with them but I know there has to be more out there.
For once I have realized that i needed to be single. As much as it hurt and how the seperation was one of the worst things in my life, I have finally found a center. Something to focus on and become. One of my professors really inspired me this last couple weeks to make something out of the songs i have been writting. I do like performer but i think i want to just be a writter. Make some money behind the scenes and just have a great time sitting around writting songs. He wants to take me into the studio and record a demo to send out to some major labels and build up some connections with some bigger bands that he works with. He is coming out to see me play at cereality next thursday if any of you aren't busy you should come out. My mom is even driving 3 hrs to come down and see me play and talk to this producer about everything. wooohoo. Exciting. As far as the lady situation is concerned. I have had some girls interested but once i get invovled i get scared that this girl is going to do the same thing the last one did or that im just trying to fill an empty space. I just need to fill that space up myself. I have too much i need to get done with my life before i settle down and everything.
I really want to see some good friends this weekend. So if your not busy give me a call and lets hang out philly style.
I need a beach trip very soon. I want to feel the sand between my feet. Ive prolly said that a million times here but its a great feeling. wow this is weird. I usually go out every thursday night. This is prolly one of the first thursday nights not going out. Its fine with me tho. I need to study for this music history test. but what am i doing? Egnoring that review sheet and writting in my lj. Its fine with me. I think im going to change that picture over to something more tasteful.
Oh Fact. Im throwing a pretty big house show on april 29th @10pm. 3 kegs. 7 bands. schnozola, birds and bees, endless mike and the beagle club, US Funk TEam, drew hawthorne, sea el, Z note and more. Its going to be sooooo much fun. www.myspace.com/cloudentertainment for more info. I will post a flier on here this weekend hopefully.
I came back home this past weekend. People have really changed. wait i take that back. I think i have changed. Everyone back home is fine with staying there. Alot of the same people who told me 3 years ago that they needed to get out of this town are back in the town getting married, working real estate and other jobs i couldnt see them doing. I don't really believe I have ever had a real place to call home so im fine with this constant movement. Im pretty happy living in philadelphia. Its a nice city but i definately need to move next summer.
I have two ideas. My best friend from high school wants to move into New York City with me and wants me to audition with him for some broadway plays and stuff. Not really my thing but Im up for trying something different. Off course I will prolly be working some internship at a major label or something in NYC but who knows. Also my dad is really trying to get me back on the west coast. So im going there this summer to apply for some good jobs out there and see how the west coast treats me. So two big decissions on where my life is going to take me. I know im going to do this tho. There are a handful of people that actually take action and do what they want and do not let anyone get in there way. I see myself this way and i really want this change. Even how scary it might be Im ready for the challege. I have met some of the most amazing people and had some great times with them but I know there has to be more out there.
For once I have realized that i needed to be single. As much as it hurt and how the seperation was one of the worst things in my life, I have finally found a center. Something to focus on and become. One of my professors really inspired me this last couple weeks to make something out of the songs i have been writting. I do like performer but i think i want to just be a writter. Make some money behind the scenes and just have a great time sitting around writting songs. He wants to take me into the studio and record a demo to send out to some major labels and build up some connections with some bigger bands that he works with. He is coming out to see me play at cereality next thursday if any of you aren't busy you should come out. My mom is even driving 3 hrs to come down and see me play and talk to this producer about everything. wooohoo. Exciting. As far as the lady situation is concerned. I have had some girls interested but once i get invovled i get scared that this girl is going to do the same thing the last one did or that im just trying to fill an empty space. I just need to fill that space up myself. I have too much i need to get done with my life before i settle down and everything.
I really want to see some good friends this weekend. So if your not busy give me a call and lets hang out philly style.
I need a beach trip very soon. I want to feel the sand between my feet. Ive prolly said that a million times here but its a great feeling. wow this is weird. I usually go out every thursday night. This is prolly one of the first thursday nights not going out. Its fine with me tho. I need to study for this music history test. but what am i doing? Egnoring that review sheet and writting in my lj. Its fine with me. I think im going to change that picture over to something more tasteful.
Oh Fact. Im throwing a pretty big house show on april 29th @10pm. 3 kegs. 7 bands. schnozola, birds and bees, endless mike and the beagle club, US Funk TEam, drew hawthorne, sea el, Z note and more. Its going to be sooooo much fun. www.myspace.com/cloudentertainment for more info. I will post a flier on here this weekend hopefully.