word word words......spring break 2006
My break really didnt start till thursday. I just worked till thursday.Thursday night I had a show at delaware valley college. My ex was there and it was really weird. I still feel like i can talk to her and want to but her new boyfriend was with her. I lost my best friend of 5 yrs and it kinda sucks. I hate missing her but i know this is just a phase and will go away hopefully. I have had some pretty interesting times.
Friday I went out with lauren and matt and clubs then slept alot.
Saturday joe and i went to go play squash but there was these robotic wars going on or something. It was weird so we went to play tenis at his house where we stole liquor. We picked up krissy and made awesome mixed drinks from frozen fruit. Went to the 700 club where i met up with a girl i met at a concert and found out she has an identical twin sister. So joe and I have a double date with twins on thursday. This should be interesting.
Sunday I worked all day and then came into philly to get something to eat and hang out with joe. Ended up making a surprise visit to someone pretty spectacular but only made my situation seem even more unbareable. I guess you can never really plan out falling for someone that's why it's so amazing bc its so unpredictable and uncontrollable and I only wish i could feel this way. I havent had in a really long time and even question if it is possible. Nothing meaningful developes from meeting someone at a bar.
Im glad all my classes are music classes this term. Thank god. I hate math and any other classes where studying is heavily required.
I just want everything to go back to normal. Maybe for just 1 week. So i can finally sleep by myself and have some understanding of this situation.
Correction. Maybe just a week of making really fun music and recording with really great people. I need the beach. I need the water. I need a 40 and good people, sand, maps and a week of this. hmmmmm if only people actually would do it for once and not talk about things. Actually make them happen. I have only meet maybe one or two people who i can actually say that they make there dreams come true. Who actually see to it that there is resolution constantly. I want to be one of those who makes it happen.
Friday I went out with lauren and matt and clubs then slept alot.
Saturday joe and i went to go play squash but there was these robotic wars going on or something. It was weird so we went to play tenis at his house where we stole liquor. We picked up krissy and made awesome mixed drinks from frozen fruit. Went to the 700 club where i met up with a girl i met at a concert and found out she has an identical twin sister. So joe and I have a double date with twins on thursday. This should be interesting.
Sunday I worked all day and then came into philly to get something to eat and hang out with joe. Ended up making a surprise visit to someone pretty spectacular but only made my situation seem even more unbareable. I guess you can never really plan out falling for someone that's why it's so amazing bc its so unpredictable and uncontrollable and I only wish i could feel this way. I havent had in a really long time and even question if it is possible. Nothing meaningful developes from meeting someone at a bar.
Im glad all my classes are music classes this term. Thank god. I hate math and any other classes where studying is heavily required.
I just want everything to go back to normal. Maybe for just 1 week. So i can finally sleep by myself and have some understanding of this situation.
Correction. Maybe just a week of making really fun music and recording with really great people. I need the beach. I need the water. I need a 40 and good people, sand, maps and a week of this. hmmmmm if only people actually would do it for once and not talk about things. Actually make them happen. I have only meet maybe one or two people who i can actually say that they make there dreams come true. Who actually see to it that there is resolution constantly. I want to be one of those who makes it happen.