Jul 25, 2005 13:26
last night i went to see the bravery. what can i say? a fucking amazing concert. they had two openers. hard-fi. and then the dead 60s. very high energy sets. i'm such a dork. i had spent some time on their website (the bravery) looking at their band pictures, so i guess i kind of knew what i would be seeing, and they lived up to my expectations. it was great.
i literally talk to guirdex on the phone around the clock. we go sleep talking to each other. i called hiim while i was driving yesterday. after we go to sleep we wake up and call each other. this morning he called me at 5 am when he woke up. saturday we took naps together and we talked afterwards at like 1:30a. we'll be on the phone and after we've said some stuff, we'll just be quiet, and the silence is awesome, because its very comfortable. its like he's sitting right there next to me and we don't need to say anything.
well, we've told our parents about each other. and our best friends. so i guess its official. he's my boyfriend. but i told him that he was really more like more best friend/lover because he's the one i want to talk to at all hours of the day, that i want to tell him every detail of my day, and i need his help to decide what to wear. he calls me "love" and "sweets" and i like that, too.
the other night he was reading some james baldwin (who is his favorite person in the world) to me, and that sparked this really interesting conversation about racial identity and upbringing.
he's coming to visit me in sept for a week, and i am quite happy about that. we were talking the other day and i realized that he already graduated from school this past may. this whole time i thought he was still in school (had another year left like me). it doesn't change anything but i just didn't know. he going to teach high school english for this next year.