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Where is everyone when I needed them?
Today's been miserable. It's been raining all day; from when I woke (12pm), to when I walked to my grandmother's for lunch(12.15pm), walked back home(2pm), played some audi(5pm), and the sky still persisted to rain without taking a breather. The rain only really stopped around after 8 or 9. I can still hear the occasional drips, but I think the sky is getting some shut-eye for the night before returning at full-throttle tomorrow morning.
I think of something I want to say to a friend, so I quickly flipped open my MSN to see that... no one's online. At all. No one's on facebook, either. Or Audi. Like what the fuck, okay. I know I'm practically friendless, but this is beyond ridiculous.
Then on a miserable day like this, I remember the TAS friends I had. The ones I thought that mattered ended up not mattering, and those that didn't matter as much before mattered the most, more than I thought.
I cried for a good portion of the day.
(I somehow managed to evade my mother, heh. I'm blessed to not look like I've been crying when I dry the tears off my face.)
I didn't get to do my love party, either. I was really looking forward to that, lag or no lag.....
Today's been miserable. It's been raining all day; from when I woke (12pm), to when I walked to my grandmother's for lunch(12.15pm), walked back home(2pm), played some audi(5pm), and the sky still persisted to rain without taking a breather. The rain only really stopped around after 8 or 9. I can still hear the occasional drips, but I think the sky is getting some shut-eye for the night before returning at full-throttle tomorrow morning.
I think of something I want to say to a friend, so I quickly flipped open my MSN to see that... no one's online. At all. No one's on facebook, either. Or Audi. Like what the fuck, okay. I know I'm practically friendless, but this is beyond ridiculous.
Then on a miserable day like this, I remember the TAS friends I had. The ones I thought that mattered ended up not mattering, and those that didn't matter as much before mattered the most, more than I thought.
I cried for a good portion of the day.
(I somehow managed to evade my mother, heh. I'm blessed to not look like I've been crying when I dry the tears off my face.)
I didn't get to do my love party, either. I was really looking forward to that, lag or no lag.....