ok
life is great
but i am a lier
well i do miss the old days way old before i meet all of u when i used to just go around my complex wit out a worry in the world,
ok i miss it very much ,dont u reamber when we were all in middle or lives seembed so perfect,wit out a worry our dout in the world,untill we got to high school
dont u ever think wat if i went to another school?or if i never lived here where the hell would i b?where would eny one else b?
every thing that has been happening has been so stupid sience then,well i am going on the feild trip tomarow,then after i am going to my grandapas house i dont plan to spend week end here eny more,no point right so yeah i think she is taking me shoping thank god!!i need new close badly!!and to the movies to c a movie i dont now wat,i have turned into a bum,hes turned into on ass,we r all in he same directon,i now it wont help but y me right y us y all of us!!i now many ppl have it worse,i saw it in u today an emptyness u treated me like u treated ever one else and it sucked !!but i dont care eny more its all coming to en end very slowly like i said it would so yeah!!i dont now wat i will do next i guess wory about school more and clubs and all that and dance of couse so i guess the way i am going i will get no where but i have to change my waz and it is wat i have been doing,omg competion is coming up we r so gona lose,
i break down inside wating on a way out but finding no hope but all has lost
ppl wonder who i realy am u c me ass this lil girl wit hopes and dreams but he truth i am just
a dreamer wanting more dreams to dream on i see no evil but all faith and hope of one day
being truly happy to tell u the truth i found it but u gust left
dont worry they say life goes on but y is all i ask?is it just because well i wonder,
do u ever wonder this things to or is it just me?u have spoke of the future but we both now it will never happen
sad thing is we now itz true,but for today i noe i have u i noe ur gona rip my heart in 2 but 4 now itz ok wit me for today
dont u miss the dayz u had?the dayz we spent?itz ok some one once told me u must b strong in life u must b strong i had no strenth but u did thats y u r where u r and i am here u have fallen and rose again i have fallen and cant get up in the end off it all tomrow is stll going to b a nother day,maby i will finaly rise,but to wait i will for tomarow is another day