all moved out, disconnect

May 20, 2007 21:42

So i got all moved out and my paranoia came true. Was it self fulfilling?  Maybe... So i'm moved in and it didn't settle in till today that i'm on my own for the first time for real.  I really don't know how I feel about that.  On one hand it was very much over due and then on the other side I can't feel but a bit alone.  There's no one really for me to share it with, well close by.  I should probably call Zach, he would have the best advice on this one.

I dunno i'm just feeling a small be down but the introspection is a bit shallow at this point.  I need to figure out  "What I want".  Seems like such an easy question and is something that many people are not plagued with.  For myself I think that I've lived my life according to what other people have wanted of me for too long and now i'm confused now that I'm on my own.
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