Lonely
I feel deeply lonely. I know that I have to be motivated to change that, but I'm not at the moment. I know that my ex-boyfriend has moved on to another woman, which is usual, as we were rarely intimate and generally miserable for the last year or so of our relationship.
My life outside of work feels more relaxing and natural. Work is terrible, but I'm going to fix that one way or another before the next school year.
I just have this pervasive feeling that I'll never want to be close to anyone again. I'm usually okay with that, but occasioanlly I do get lonely. Tonight I'm deeply lonely.
My life outside of work feels more relaxing and natural. Work is terrible, but I'm going to fix that one way or another before the next school year.
I just have this pervasive feeling that I'll never want to be close to anyone again. I'm usually okay with that, but occasioanlly I do get lonely. Tonight I'm deeply lonely.