Fuck You
mmk. I'm feeling sad and angry again. But yeah... I have a right to.
Everyone likes to vent about how much parents get on their nerves; some people do it unjustifiably and pretend they're having a rough time when really the relationship with their parents is just cake. I wish I was in the position to pretend the relationship with my mum and brother was just cake, so then I could tell the world how it wasn't cake like a lot of people seem to. But it actually isn't cake, whatsoever.
I think it's seen as cool to be angry with your parents all the time - I don't think it's cool, not at all. I think it's depressing, demeaning, upsetting and just really crap. I wish my family would just leave me alone, or die or something. Except my dad, I like my dad; because even though he's a bit angry at times unneccesarily, at least he can show compassion, and treat people somewhat nice, and not just be horrible and then pretend you're wonderful and that you've done nothing wrong.
It's at the point where she's asking my girlfriend for opinions about her performance as a mother. It's sick, it really really is.
And if you're reading this mum, seeing as you've taken to going through my MSN conversations, who knows, Mozilla might be the next victim. So if you are reading this, I say, "hi mum" and "fuck you."
I'm sorry that this is all my journal has to show for a week's work. I was going to tell you about how I hate the fact my brother waters down the conditioner, or how The Phantom Of The Opera DVD wasnt very good, or how I thought I did ok on my exams so far. But right now, I don't care, and can't be bothered. I wish I could tell you how great my life is. Can't really do that either. x
Everyone likes to vent about how much parents get on their nerves; some people do it unjustifiably and pretend they're having a rough time when really the relationship with their parents is just cake. I wish I was in the position to pretend the relationship with my mum and brother was just cake, so then I could tell the world how it wasn't cake like a lot of people seem to. But it actually isn't cake, whatsoever.
I think it's seen as cool to be angry with your parents all the time - I don't think it's cool, not at all. I think it's depressing, demeaning, upsetting and just really crap. I wish my family would just leave me alone, or die or something. Except my dad, I like my dad; because even though he's a bit angry at times unneccesarily, at least he can show compassion, and treat people somewhat nice, and not just be horrible and then pretend you're wonderful and that you've done nothing wrong.
It's at the point where she's asking my girlfriend for opinions about her performance as a mother. It's sick, it really really is.
And if you're reading this mum, seeing as you've taken to going through my MSN conversations, who knows, Mozilla might be the next victim. So if you are reading this, I say, "hi mum" and "fuck you."
I'm sorry that this is all my journal has to show for a week's work. I was going to tell you about how I hate the fact my brother waters down the conditioner, or how The Phantom Of The Opera DVD wasnt very good, or how I thought I did ok on my exams so far. But right now, I don't care, and can't be bothered. I wish I could tell you how great my life is. Can't really do that either. x