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so...i have to write a paper and i really don't feel like doing it. if i don't turn it in tomorrow, it's 12 points off whatever i make, so that's probably going to put me in the low b hi c range. the paper is worth a test score, so that'll knock my average down prolly from an a- to a b+ which will in turn will not help my science gpa. i will then not get into med school and will have to work at mcdonalds for the rest of my life. and honestly, that doesn't sound so bad. yeah i'll prolly stink of oil and have bad skin. but i already stink and have bad skin from stress and lack of showers. i'll get paid (more than i do in school) and will have free time (which i don't have currently). and people wonder why kids don't go to college and end up asking if someone wants fries with that. you can think about whatever you want while you're rolling up a burger. you don't have to wrap your brain around someone else's ideas and kiss ass all the time. then again when my car breaks down and i can't get to work because i have no money to fix it which in turn makes me lose my job and thus paycheck which then leads to me getting evicted and leads to me being homeless, i guess i'll wish that i had just read 6 articals about some stupid transcription factor and cranked out a bullshit review artical which only requires about 5% of my brain and the amount of willpower it takes to brush your teeth before bed. but it's not always whether something is hard to do or not that separates the doctors from the mcd's burger flippers...in fact, it is probably harder to stand up for something you believe in and take a bum job than it is to succumb to adults' condescending looks. it is the small absolutely soul debilitating, creativity draining, social conforming, anal retentive, god foresaken tasks which do. the summation of which is called being a good student.