Oct 14, 2006 18:30
im so confused about life right now dude, its wild.
this weekend sucks, i really hope i get to chill with pauline tomorrow but its probably not gonna happen.
i got a new car earlier this week, its a 99 dodge stratus, the only bad thing about it is that its like, chick purple. but im gonna put a bunch of haggard black metal band stickers on it and get a custom EMPEROR liscence plate. oh yeah. rockin.
i hate my job. big surprise eh? nothing in life is very meaningful right now. its like im a zombie all week and then come back to life when i see pauline, then go back to being a zombie until the weekend, and even then things arent always fun. i really dont have a social life anymore but who the fuck cares, all i need to worry about right now is making money and being good to pauline.
man, what kind of life am i living? theres gotta be more to it all than routine zombie automation, work and work and try and hope and pray and give and give and give and put everything you have into life, and then life hands you back a nice steaming plate of unfair bullshit.