Jul 07, 2005 06:09
i don't know why i let people bother me...i should just be like everyone else self-serving and insensitive...i wish i could just be apathetic again...
lot of stupid shit going on...not only on the outside but on the inside too....don't really know how it's gonna turn out this time.
"So I'm taking these pills for to fill up my soul
And I'm drinking them down with cheap alcohol
And you'd be inclined to be mine for the taking
You're part of this terrible mess that I'm making
But you, you're the catalyst
You'll be the thing
You'll be the pain
You'll be the star
You'll be the road, rolling below
The wheels of a car
And all of the thoughts, oh god
Don't know if I'm strong enough now
You'll be the thing
You'll be the pain
You'll be the
Catalyst"