lost object of joy

[squ1d]

now this is not the frist time he lost something
and not the frist time it was because of me
and not the frist time he made it clear that somethign was wrong
but he was keeping me up
and i was working between moons
i thought he was just playin around
and he just wanted some attention
but there was something deeper in mind
he jump on my right and i rolled over
then jumped on my left and walked up my side
he started to play with my sweat shirt that is inthe crack
between the wall and the mattress
he kept digging and digging
i thought he had gone nuts again
so i smiled
then he pulled something up
clutched it between his teeth
i saw his yellow eyes reflect looking at me
"Ha i found it"
and he trotted off in joy
his beloved catnip bag
he brought it to bed to keep him company
when i was gone
he just wanted it back
i kinda felt bad