May 13, 2009 12:03
I just don't know anymore. I don't know who anymore. What the fuck can I do without breaking more then one person. I don't want to make the wrong choice, but its almost my only choice. I feel its the only way for me to grow. I have finally fallen into what I am supposed to be and so have others, the only way to grow is this way.
I just turned 21 and things were missing, yet it was the most fun I have had for awhile, maybe I don't need what I have convinced myself I do. I want to focus on my future and so do others and those 2 hours will only make it harder.
I just don't know.