Lost yet Found

Jan 18, 2008 23:15

I keep trying to escape life. Not so successful and not such a great idea. I try to ignore whats going on. Just go on with each day. Do it the only way I know how to. My stress catches up with me at points, my fears, my thoughts, my life. I can keep running, but it all seems to still catch up and find me. Hint to others, don't do this! I feel just kind of lost lately. Of how I'm supposed to act. What I'm supposed to be doing. What life is supposed to be like right now? I guess I keep looking for an equation for life. Add this plus this and success and happiness. Just have to figure out what the "this"' are. At moments it all seems to feel normal and what I think it is to be. Though then it gets all confuzled again. Its nutso.
Most of the times that are constant are because of my boy. I love you so much. He always brings a smile to my face. It makes my life seem as tho its supposed to. Thank you, thank you for being here for me! Always and Forever!
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